I Love You Goodbye.

Every time I see you, on that side I have to believe that the fact that there were more beautiful than the things we have not done or we try. Everything is always said to me. 

When you think about it is the process when you want to forget. I'm only human who wants the affection and need attention from someone.

I'm always thinking and always patiently wait it's a very good key to having him all his.

I need you, but you with new and different person as before. 

I want you to always know what I feel.

I need you like the first time I've known.

I need you when I have not done anything wrong to you. 

I need you when you were not with him.

I need you but not with the injuries that you scratched me.

I need you when you said "i love you".

I need you when you looked into my eyes.

I need you when you hold my hand.

I need you when you're mad at me.

I need you in the past.

I need you with your behavior.

you always make me cry

you always make me angry

you always make me jealous

you always make me sad

you always make me upset

you always make me sick

you always make me fly

you always make me fall when you make me fly

I always feel happy when there is on your side

I always feel happy when I see your smile

I always feel happy when you scold me

I always feel happy when you're watching my eyes

But dear, I have to wake up from this wonderful dream, harsh reality that makes me always think sweet, to my maturity is when I feel your loss. 

This really is not that I want to do. I'm always looking forward and think positive. that "not today, nor tomorrow, but Someday" I could have you and can reach all the dreams that I felt.

My mind always wants to rebel when I have to say and think "wait", I'm sure he could be mine.

because I sincerely love you, and I always miss you. 

I must be willing to leave you, and seeing your happy with someone else.

I now accept the reality!

"I love you Goodbye"

IKHLAS

Saat kita merasakan nikmatnya cinta, indah waktu yang kita lakukan, apakah kau tahu yang kita lakukan itu apa? Aku selalu berfikir kita selalu ada dan kita selalu bersama. Tetapi adanya ketidak pastian dan ketidak cocokan antara kita berdua itu yang membuat aku semakin tahu. Aku harus bisa melepaskanmu dan mencoba Ikhlas. Walaupun sayang mu hanya untuk Dia tetapi rasa itu yang aku rasain untuk kamu.

Apa yang kamu rasain ke dia itu yang aku rasakan ke kamu, menerima kenyataan yang sangat Besar itu memang Sulit. Tapi Allah akan tetap memberikan cobaan kepada umatnya dan sesuai takar. Kita sebagai umatnya juga harus bisa menerima itu semua. Bisa merasakan indahnya kasih sayangmu membuat aku selalu ingat akan engkau. Tapi Menantimu dengan waktu yang tidak sebentar itu sulit bagiku. Aku ingin kamu bahagia walau bukan denganku.

Gelap dan Terang saat kita bersama, itu semakin membuatku harus bersikap lebih Ikhlas untuk melepas kamu. Setiap langkah yang kamu lewatkan, setiap hela nafasmu, setiap kata-katamu, meyakinkan ku bahwa kita memang sudah tidak bersama lagi. Aku sampai tidak percaya, ini kah sudut gelap dari sebuah Mimpi? Tapi dalam hati kecilku selalu membisikkan. Bahwa berhenti berharap harus aku lakukan, sebelum jatuh saat aku sudah ingin Terbang. Ada senang selalu ada sedih. Memang kamu belum tahu rasanya harus ikhlas, tetapi ini yang aku rasakan kepadamu. IKHLAS IKHLAS IKHLAS. 

Berat melakukannya, berat melepaskannya, kamu itu yang pertama dan terakhir untuk di kenang. Kamu yang mengajarkan aku bahagia kamu yang mengajarkan aku derita, Kamu yang berikan aku Bahagia dan kamu yang berikan aku Derita. Namun derita bukan sembarang Derita. Ini lah Derita kita. Masa Indah saat kita bersama. Dengan ada nya keyakinan kamu itu yang selalu menjadikan pedoman untukku agar bisa IKHLAS melepaskan mu.  

                         Me and you, will always be united because of his separation.

                                                   Cupelmen♥

 

 

 

Four♥

            

                Sekolah itu keluarga kedua gue. Disana gue bisa nemuin banyak banget pengalaman,dan sahabat yang bener-bener gue sayangin. Dan ini dia sahabat-sahabatku :)

                                                              

  Mahdiya Karima

Dia, cantik, berbahasa inggris dengan baik

selalu menjadi dirinya sendiri, dan tidak kenal pamrih. 

Dia beda dengan wanita biasa. Penyayang namun masih ke anak-anakan :D

 

 Sandra Angie Michella

Beautiful Girl, and she so kind. Dia selalu jadi apa 

yang seharusnya dia lakukan dan 

ingin dia lakukan, Selalu bijak menanggapi masalah. 

Dia wanita yang sangat Kuat dan Trendy.

 

 

Putri Chera Apriliani Latief

Chera, biasa namanya di sebut. 

Dia itu udah kaya kakak gue sendiri, dan ternyata kita itu sepupu-an,

yah walaupun jauh tetep aja kita selalu anggap kita itu dekat.

Dia itu kakak yg paling baik dan selalu perhatian dan penyayang. :)

 Okkelivia Dixita 

Ini dia yang terakhir, adik yang selalu aku panggil dengan sebutan itu. 

Dia cantik, baik tetapi Childist dan Moody. 

Tetapi dia sekali sudah sayang sama orang bakalan sayang dan susah ngelepasnya. 

Dia selalu berusaha jadi diri nya sendiri dan menjadi sosok dewasa.

  

VYLOXCIOUS

Itu sebutan kita berlima. Kita bukan Geng, kita hanya Sahabat yang saling menyayangi dan ingin di Mengerti. 

WE ARE HAPPY BESTIESFAMILY. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH DEAR :*

                                                                      ♥♥♥♥♥♥

School Love

This is a happy story to tell me, that love story while at school.since seventh grade Junior High School. It was his first time there I felt his love. actually I'm embarrassed but I want to feel, what it means to love.

Ok. ranging from seventh grade I saw you and I started to like you. and I hope you know, but I'm confused, how can you know my feelings. Days went by, I was more like it. whether it is God that gives a sense that I feel to him. and at last when the eighth grade, we start sms. from that moment my feelings do not come together again to him. affection grew attached. I always ask myself. whether he deserved for me or not.

When we walk the ninth grade. we break up her younger sister and at that very moment I was so sad, I do not know what causes it. eventually one of his friends told me. fit that moment that I always felt myself most guilty. For one year, we never communicate. like someone who never knew. I will increasingly feel the same. always considered myself which is always wrong. in the end there is grace. End of ninth grade, I have an sms on mobile phone, I think, who, it turns out he was, at that time I always smile and always look forward to her first sms. we continue to communicate and in the end he did not sms me first to six months. After that six months have passed, at the beginning of tenth grade, in one place to hang out. again when the rain storm. he came to see me and he expressed his feelings. 
 

I was delighted, and felt his delicious times Senior high school. And pray to God, finally a three-year long wait which he expressed what I feel, and finally we are seeing.
It turned out that God willed the other, only two and a half months we Dating, and he is right now I call the 'Cupelmen', decide our love story.
when he decided the story of our love, I feel down, and still reluctant to leave, but until now I wait for him for nine months. I always pray and hope that he was indeed for me. and I'm sure he knows what I feel for this. long wait for three years.
I love him and will always love him. although I like to think he will ilfeel to me, but I will still always look happy when he's happy. I do not want to expect him to be my love again. but I always wanted her to be my friend. I want to see him succeed with what he wants. be always loving you. and I want you to know Cupelmen ......... :)

Junior High School

First. I will tell you about how schools that I feel from start Junior High School. periods of time Junior High School. is a difficult period for me to forget. because why? I feel the sweet and bitter school. I probably could not tell him to clear all but I only share my story alone.
The story of everything that I feel is a story that deeply touched and always make me think twice, knowing there will be a delayed its togetherness and the failure of the past. I never complained that there is past, but I have to think properly thought adults. I always hope that what I feel this is a very special experience given by God, because God will examine each of His people who want change. Turned into a better and do not want to repeat the old story that is not fun. My friends who understood what my story, but those who know do not necessarily feel what I feel because this is the thing that makes us untouched, and always wanted to make is his motivation.

ANTIGS 

My School

The first time, when we feel it is his to Compaction in ourselves. When sweet together, its beautiful as your own happiness. At my school, I feel what I'm supposed to feel. And friends who always there for me. I should be able to receive my school I should be home. as well as all of you who are still in school. Feel the happiness in school is fun. I feel have a brother, and sister new. Obviously friend who is always there when I needed and the teacher who like my mother and father second.